Thursday, October 21, 2010

Connecting people with Asperger Syndrome to the rest of the world

I have recently heard about the upcoming movie "The Social Network". This movie is about the social utility Facebook and its attraction to the outside world. The question I often ask myself is. Are social networks a means of allowing people on the Autism Spectrum to communicate with each other and the world around them? When looking at the IT (Information Technology) Industry there tends to be a lot of people on the Autism Spectrum employed in it.

I believe there are 2 groups of people with both groups comprising of the computer users and the need for social contact face to face persons. If you were to obtain statistics to see the use of a computer and the means of the social utility, perhaps you would find a higher figure in the Autism Population compared to the Neuro Typical Population.

Is Facebook therefore a social utility invented by Aspies? I think Aspies find using a computer far less anxiety provoking. The computer can be used at home, an email can be sent or participation in a global Autism Forum such as "Wrong Planet" is a means for people on the Autism Spectrum to communicate. I find personally that communicating on a computer is far less anxiety provoking. You can talk to a person without meeting them face to face and have to worry about getting to the destination or being on time. When you looking at the status updates of Aspies on Facebook, you would be amazed at what you find. The Facebook Status range from very literal interpretations of the world and events around them, or sometimes even analogies in areas of confusion. Sometimes Facebook status can be interesting and sometimes they can also be sad or the person may feel down.

The computer has opened the world up to people with Asperger Syndrome as they are able to communicate to the outside world but they also need to be aware of dangers and predators. Skype can allow for global contact amongst Aspies as well as Facebook. On my own Facebook, I have a lot of Aspie friends who I talk to or keep up to date with what they are doing and it is interesting that amongst the adults on the Autism Spectrum, Facebook seems to encounter a higher usage. More Aspies are on Facebook than the NT population. It would be good to obtain figures but from personal experience, Aspie use of Facebook is higher. Perhaps also using a computer does away with the difficulties of non verbal language and the need to understand body language. How many Aspies actually use emoticons and more importantly are the emoticons being used effectively?

One of the difficulties I encounter with meeting a person Face to Face is the anxiety and social blindness you experience. I find clocks annoying because I often when anxious get confused between an hour and 1 minute on a clock face. If I have to be at a location at an exact time, I find it extremely difficult to be there on time as I usually look at my watch face to know how I can be somewhere at the exact time. As you can imagine the world of clocks is confusing. When a person says "I will be back in 5 minutes" and it is more like 20 minutes, why do they say "5 minutes" when they actually were away for 20 etc? There are a lot of gray areas in communication skills but I think Aspies struggle to see them more so than NT's. NT's seem to know how to understand them better whereas the Aspie becomes confused and can be very literal. An interesting observation to perhaps ponder is the possibility of more jewelers having Asperger Syndrome or even clock or watch makers? A need for time and having an interest in clocks may be another area to find Aspies as well as Train Spotters.

A changing workplace

Currently the University of Queensland Library is changing and such a change represents certain levels of anxiety. As in all workplaces need to change to adapt for the future, this will mean a change from the status quo.

It is often difficult to know exactly where you fit in relation to change and hopefully change will be positive but only time can tell. I am currently watching University Librarian's video cast on the changes to the University of Queensland Library and people may find this of interest and this has been included in this post by double clicking on the title page.

Do you think libraries need to go digital and if so how would such a process be undertaken and how long a time frame? What do you think the library of the future should look like? By watching this video podcast perhaps you may have some ideas as to what a future library will look like and how it will affect you as a student, academic or library user. Change is needed to perhaps open minds more but only time will demonstrate the results and whether such outcomes will be positive. I often feel anxious when workplaces change as who will be the new line manager and will they understand my situation. It can be very anxiety provoking to not know what is happening and a change of a line manager can seriously put you in a difficult situation if the line manager does not understand you abilities if the line manager is changed. A person with Asperger Syndrome can become very anxious about a work environment changing. It is interesting to know and hope that change will make the work environment positive for the future.

One of the major areas of anxiety in a workplace can be the change of a 'line manager'. This can cause anxiety because you can be changed to someone else who may not be as understanding and supportive.

Communication

I find it difficult at times for people to understand the way I see things and to understand my viewpoint. I have often 'locked horns' with a person because I am not able to understand what they are thinking and the message I am getting across. Very few people understand me fully and I often find myself existing in my own world relying on myself to be understood and navigate my way through it to the best of my ability.

I believe a lot of people cannot handle truth or reality very well. Often if you are literal about something or some actions of an organisation or a person which do not appear to be unfolding properly, often people can react saying "oh that's the way this organisation works" or "he or she may be like that because it's their nature and they are rude to everyone". The world can be a very confusing place if you see things mainly from a black and white perspective. There are often hidden meanings and perhaps important messages that you simply cannot pick up or understand.

I believe that people do not really give me enough time to be properly understood. More so than being given a chance, people often 'write me off' too early in the piece and this can have an affect on potential friendships or job situations. Just merely lacking the necessary social skills tends to cause me a major disadvantage and it is something that you have to try and use your intelligence to work around.

People do not always agree with my views and my thoughts. I do not expect them to but I believe people have to begin seeing Autism a reality in the adult population. Although I have Asperger Syndrome, I still find people somewhat defensive and critical of my actions most of which I am unable to control. The difficulty that I also find is that if you mention you have Asperger Syndrome you often are criticised for using the diagnosis as an excuse so you are never in a win situation. Communication can be difficult and I walk this earth not really understood by those around me for who I am so I spend a great deal of my time in social isolation and surviving as best I can. Even when I try to help others, I am not understood either so there is always confusion to deal with.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Trying to have hope

Today is a rather cool day and it is the middle of the week. Despite battling a bit of nasal congestion, I am just trying to take it easy in terms of my employment application. The application for the position of Library Assistant closed on Monday 20th October 2010 and I am not sure what is happening or whether or not I will be granted an interview or the possibility of promotion. All I know is that I have done no harm in submitting an employment application which has now been my 10th attempt. The way I see it is that the only way forwards is to deal with the set of cards you have and to try and deal with these cards to the best of your ability. The problem is submitting employment applications and confronting continual knock backs and this affecting your self esteem. Maybe I could make a career for myself shuffling books in a library after shelving them for so long.

The wheels of change can be very slow but all you can do is to just do the best you can in the meantime to try and do your best. I am still working on my book but have taken a break for a few days to deal with this mobile phone issue I have. The Iphone I have works except for the internal microphone.

I have a meeting for the Board of Asperger Services Australia this evening and things are just going slow at the moment. Feeling not 100%, I did not go to the gym this morning and felt like breaking my routine for a bit today.

All you can do is give things your best and try and live life and do the best you can. I will be seeing the counselor at Minds and Hearts again this Saturday for some advice but in the meantime, it is just a matter of trying to do the best I can in my current situation and have things to look forward to.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Update

I have been granted Conference Leave by the University of Queensland to attend the Queensland Autism Symposium with Dr Kate Sofronoff on Friday 5th November 2010. For more information please visit this link http://www.autismqld.com.au/userfiles/aspergersbrochure%281%29.pdf

At the conference I will be making mention of both Specialisterne http://www.specialisterne.com/ and Autism Works http://www.autismworks.co.uk/ I feel that making mention of these organisations will help the future of adolescences and adults with Asperger Syndrome that employment is possible. It is just a matter of getting my message across.

This Wednesday I meet with the Board of Asperger Services Australia, so as you are aware I am trying my best to continue with advocacy work. My book is still be written and I am slowly reaching 30 000 words. At the moment I am having some mobile phone issues as the Iphone I have has a faulty microphone which does not work. To make and receive calls, I need to use the hands free set. It would be good if people on the Autism Spectrum could be involved in testing computer software and mobile phones to avoid these faults but it is a matter of time. I have also been in touch with social firms in Melbourne. Today is another day and I don't think I will be serving on the University of Queensland Disability Sub Committee next year as the staff with a representative position appears to be vacant. I know I have served on the committee to the best of my ability but sadly not always understood. It appears that the UQ Asperger Adult Group is also struggling at the moment but once again I have done my best to try and get something started. I will be investing my energies into areas where things are looking more positive. I am looking forward to the upcoming presentation. Education really needs to change in Queensland to allow more inclusion rather than exclusion of person on the Autism Spectrum. We can draw some comfort though in that it is not all bad but situations need to improve. More updates later.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Starting a new week

This morning I woke up after having 2 sleeping pills to help me get to sleep. My mind found it hard to shut down but I think I also suffered from Irritable Bowel Syndrome. When I get this my internals feel irritated and it affects my sleep and functioning pattern. There are some foods which I personally believe really upset the digestive patterns of people on the Autism Spectrum. It is hard to narrow these down specifically but some evidence does suggest that Gluten may be the cause.

I have just been to the gym this morning and undertaken some cardio vascular exercises. These exercises being 15 minutes on the exercise bike doing a "Hill" workout which alternates between light and heavy cardio work and I averaged a speed of around 90 per minute. I also did 10 minutes on the Treadmill for 10 minutes at 5.6km and incline of 3.5. Other exercises included Chest Press, Leg Curls, and Triceps Push down. I am feeling somewhat better but have a bit of a scratchy throat which I hope does not herald the onset of a cold as this is the last thing I need right now.

I have just been to the university library and I spend my mornings in the library as I can sit down and it is quiet. I have borrowed 3 books, 2 on Spain and one on the biography of King Edward VIII. I hear the sound of an air conditioner while I am sitting in the library and some days sounds are louder than usual. It is like my ears and hearing become super sensitive to sounds.

I may go to the UQ Asperger Adult Group this afternoon as a participant but I cannot be expected to keep running the group or attending to keep the group going. This will be totally exhausting and stressful. I have a busy week ahead and Mondays are always the hardest as I have to kick start my energy and functioning levels again. I have the meeting with Asperger Services Australia Board Meeting on Wednesday night and I am going to try and go a long to the Mind for Mindfulness Worskshop to try and control stress and anxiety levels. Hopefully this week will be a good week but as far as my job application is concerned for the Library Assistant Position at the University of Queensland Library, there is nothing more I can do now. I just need to move forward as best I can and also do some more writing on my book. When I also think about relationships I feel stressed out so I don't think about them and just try to get on with life as best I can. I am also thinking about visiting Spain next year prior to visiting Chris Mitchell in the United Kingdom who is an adult with Asperger Syndrome and involved in Autism Works.

At 9.15am to 1.15pm I will be working and shelving books again in the UQ Library and doing other manual handling duties. Perhaps one day I may be able to do something else but I just have to do all I can for the moment. Life is too short to excessively worry.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Where will I be in the next 12 months?

As I look ahead to the future at the start of another week. I wonder to myself where my life is heading. Although I am able to enjoy some relative comfort in that I have a part time job working in a university library mainly shelving books and checking these books in, I wonder if I will be doing this for the rest of my life. I have survived this job for 5 years but wonder if I will be in it until retirement?! I have contemplated starting my own business and being self employed but I am not sure if I would be able to manage as there is a lot of responsibility and furthermore commitments which need to be carried out.

I often try and save up as best I can to plan a holiday and I am wondering whether I will go to Spain or to visit Ireland and Wales next year as well as England. I intend to visit friend and fellow Aspie, Chris Mitchell.

I also wonder if I can assist in getting either Specialisterne or Autism Works to Australia to employ adults on the Autism Spectrum so there is a lot going on. I have a Board Meeting to attend this week with Asperger Services Australia and my presentation with Dr Kate Sofronoff from the University of Queensland Department of Psychology on Friday 5th November 2010 with Autism Queensland. Apart from this, I am attending a few meetings of Toastmasters and trying my best to be sociable where I can. This is not easy as I have to try and learn basic chit chat which I am getting help with from the university in speech pathology.

Often progress is slow and I can only invest my time where I am least likely to confront disappoint and humiliation. I feel though more awareness is becoming available about the work which is being done by many on the Autism front. I am not sure if I will be successful in the Library Assistant Position I applied for at the University of Queensland but I know I can only try my best. If I am knocked back for the 12th time, then I think it will be wise I invest my energies into starting my own business as I know I can do more but this negative stereotype needs to be lifted. I just need time to demonstrate my skills and abilities.

It is Sunday night, and I hope things will soon look more positive. I have some house sits next year to look forward to and a possible overseas trip but I would like to be in a job I enjoy doing also. I have my fingers crossed.

Growing Orchids

As a teenager one of my obsessions was growing orchids. I began my interest in growing orchids at the age of 13. My Grandmother's next door neighbour grew orchids and I was fascinated at how an orchid could grow on a tree trunk with little or not nutrients and could produce such beautiful flowers. I can also remember the scent of the orchids come spring when all the tree trunks in this neighbour's garden would be alive with such colourful and delicate flowers.

I began my orchid collection over time. I used to visit orchid shows in Brisbane and it was here that I would look for different orchid species to add to my already growing collection. Some of the orchids were easy to grow and others more challenges. There are different types of orchid with the many species including:

Dendrobium
Cattelya
Cymbidium
Oncidium
Paphiopedilum

While I endured my 'war service' in high school, I would retreat into the world of growing orchids and some of the orchid species I had within my collection lasted for several years. I used to be able to get the orchids to flower feeding them half strength fertilizer and producing wonderful blooms.

People do not realise that orchids are relatively easy to grow. Although they are liked because of their rarity, the flowers are distinct and I guess have their own symmetrical charm. I grew orchids up until I started university but lost interest in them as I was between Brisbane and Armidale and could not always attend to them. I still have some orchids now but I have lost quite a lot to recent drought and virus.

Floating at sea

Floating at Sea by Garry Burge

I often feel like a small ship floating at sea
The waves crash against my sides
It is often hard to exist and for the other ships to see
When I have traveled many distances and experiences different tides

No matter how hard you traverse the waters
And how hard you invest your energies into moving forward
The many conventions feel like tortures
Being at mid sea you feel like a Stalwart

Other ships pass you by big and small
Yet they pass you by never really noticing that you exist
You wait for your call
And hope that by one day being acknowledged you can do something that will persist

Life at mid sea has no bottom to anchor as the ocean is too deep
You can just float and hope that one day you can move forward
Although you may be aware that your interior may leak
You can only try your best to continue and be a stalwart.

There are many ships floating at mid sea
And there are some that stand the test of endurance
Some just like to be
And there are some that don't want too much turbulence
When trying to get somewhere in life's big humanity tree.

The ship's captain sees a veil of blue
Raising his flag to be seen
His thoughts he believes are true
Only to be acknowledged with a passing glean

The next time you are at sea
Acknowledge all the ships that exist
Instead of being a dog which fends off a flea
See those small ships that try and persist

All the ships exist in life's big tree
Some may be big and others small
For any ship floating at sea
Look out for the ones that don't always stand out tall.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

House sitting

Over the coming months, I am looking into doing more House Sitting. As I have been approached to undertake more house sits, I am looking ahead to see if there are any other opportunities in this valuable service. A possible motto being:

"While you are a way don't fear as your pets wont be astray. Having me in your house also keeps your home safe and your fears of not having someone reliable in your home away".

I have worked with a House Sitting Agency and have had reference checks so my character and personal qualities remain in good standing. This is what I do in terms of house sitting:

When a person decides to take a holiday and is absent from their home, I have 2 initial meetings with them. In the first meeting, I arrange to meet the person at the home and will only take on the job if the house is respectable, clean and in good order. With the home owner I look around the house and discuss any issues, concerns or desires they want for their home. My main emphasis of course is looking after pets while owners are away and ensuring parents are looked after, fed and cared for while the owner is away. I also will find out about other duties such as collecting mail, doing minor garden work, and other duties as required. At the first meeting, I find out first hand about the wishes of the home owner and work out my bearings in the home and to find out emergency contacts. I ensure that the homeowner feels reassured while away that their pets are in safe hands and furthermore I am occupying their house while they are away on holiday. I also discuss other matters with the occupants which are of importance also.

There are benefits to both the house owner and the house sitter.

The home owner has reassurance while away that their home is safe, secure and their pets are being looked after, exercised and fed accordingly. Mail is also fetched and the home is occupied creating less likely potential for security risk in the house being unoccupied. Also pets do not have to put into a boarding facility thus reducing hassle significantly and also pets do not experience separation anxiety. Less stress on pets also and hassle as the pet stays in the home.

The house sitter. The person is able to maintain an independent lifestyle and can ensure that their lifestyle skills are continuing to be used such as cooking and looking after themself. Furthermore, if the person enjoys animals, these animals can be looked after and cared for as well as the house sitter feeling a sense of responsibility in looking after the home owner's property and house while they are away. Electricity and water bills are not wasted as someone is putting these to use rather than having the home owner paying 'dead' money and rent when nobody is in the home.

Once I have met with the home owner, and worked out the dates of departure and arrival, and other important matters, I then organise a second meeting before departure to discuss the finer and more important details of looking after the animals and also obtaining keys to the premises in order for my occupancy when the home owner is away. I also arrange to contact home owners while away to keep them informed of the progress of pets and to be reassured that their home is in safe hands.

I have obtained positive feedback from the work I undertake and should you be interested in me house sitting for you, you can also contact Simple Sitting House Sitting http://www.simplysitting.com.au/ I only undertake house sitting through this service or if I am referred to by friends and other networks I know of for service.

I am house sitting in the months of January, March, and April 2011 and will be away in May 2011. Any other months I am free for providing service should I be contacted or anyone interested.

What I am doing

Today is a cold day for Brisbane. It has rained over the past week now to clear to reveal a blue sky and cold winds. I am feeling much happier as I have a house sit coming up in March to April next year where I am looking after 2 cats in a nice house, and garden with some orchids. Despite the Iphone still not working and a telephone that I had to fiddle around to get to work last night, things are seeming to be just fine. I am also looking into a trip to England next May to include a visit to Wales and Ireland also.

I am writing some more on my book today and am reaching close to 27 000 words. I also have a presentation to deliver on Friday 5th November 2010 on Asperger Syndrome making the transition from school into employment so I am keeping busy. I was asked this morning about Autism and whether or not it is hereditary. It is exactly hard to pin point this answer but I am sure I will be speaking with Professor Attwood at some stage and I will find out what Tony may have to say in relation to this question. I have also put in an application for a part time Library Assistant Position at the University of Queensland Social Sciences Library which closes on Monday 18th October 2010. I don't know what my chances will be like but I can only try my best.

I am currently reading "Wolf Hall" which is set in the time of Henry VIII and despite it being a hard book to get into, I will be doing some more reading this afternoon and also doing some research for my upcoming presentation on 5th November 2010. I am reading more or less about the transition from school into employment for adults with Asperger Syndrome. Besides this I will also be visiting a Toastmasters Club and attending the Toastmasters Conference being held at UQ on Saturday 30th October 2010.

So a lot is happening for me just at present and I am doing my best to help out where I can. Yesterday, I met with Julie Attwood MLA who is the Parliamentary Secretary to the Minister for Disabilities in Queensland. I had an audience with Julie and informed her of the work Chris Mitchell and Peter McDonald are doing in the United Kingdom as far as Autism Works are undertaking. I also informed Julie of my advocacy work and the UQ Asperger Adult Group. I also met with Dr Kate Sofronoff regarding my upcoming presentation so over the coming days, weeks and months and years, my blog will be kept up to date with my activities, and advocacy work. Although I am not conventional, I do enjoy my life seeing it from an unconventional perspective. I am proud of my achievements, the friends I have and the people I know. I have a lot to be thankful for and I am happy with how things are moving a long at present. Some people don't want to bother with me and that's their loss and not mine. Life is too short to worry about such matters.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Social Network Blackout To Raise Money For Autism

How to participate in "Social Network Blackout"

"Facebook and Twitter will be awfully quiet come Nov. 1 if a slew of autism advocacy groups have their way.

Advocates around the globe are pushing for a one day “communication shutdown” in an effort to create awareness and raise funds for autism organizations in more than 40 countries.

Since socialization is often one of the most difficult aspects of life for individuals with autism, organizers are asking participants to stop using social networks in an effort to understand what having autism is like.

“I can remember the frustration of not being able to talk. I knew what I wanted to say, but I could not get the words out, so I would just scream,” said Temple Grandin, a prominent self-advocate. “People will have some idea of what this feels like when they take part in Communication Shutdown.”

Participants in the social networking blackout will download an application, which will post a message to their Facebook and Twitter pages indicating that they are not using the websites on Nov. 1 in solidarity with those who have autism. Proceeds from the $5 app will benefit autism awareness groups worldwide, organizers say.

In the United States, the HollyRod Foundation, the Autism Society of Colorado and Giant Steps Illinois will be the main recipients of funding. Additional money will be placed in a trust so that grants can be issued to other community-based organizations".

Thursday, October 14, 2010

The case for early intervention and what can be done

In the early years of a child's life an early diagnosis of Asperger Syndrome or Autism is a good means of identifying the situation and allowing for a means of awareness, intervention and understanding. What can be done therefore at an early age?

1. Try to assist the child wherever possible to obtain support and services
2. Find a school which understands and provides support
3. Nurture the special interest and try to encourage where necessary an interest in the mainstream syllabus.
4. Join an organisation and look very carefully for career options after school has finished.

I can only speak as an adult affected by Autism and I may wrongly be judged or seen as being obsessed with the Autism Spectrum but if I am not to speak or share my thoughts, will people ever really understand?

In my own life, I was not diagnosed until I was 26 years of age, and for me my earlier years were not really happy memories as very little was known about the Autism Spectrum and more importantly I was not able to be helped or understood earlier. From personal experience, early diagnosis and intervention is far better than letting things go until later in life. It is harder to make friends and find a place in the world. I find constantly that I am unable to advance from my current situation in employment for despite submitting employment applications, I just do not seem to get anywhere. I fear that for the rest of my life that I will be shelving books in a library and doing library collections of picking up books unused from library desks when I could be doing more. People may say what is it I want to do and why am I not grateful for what I have? To put it simply I am not money driven and I find it confusing that despite having to work, I am more or less having to do something I do not really want to do and feel frustrated that I cannot do more! I hope in this lifetime that I can help others with Asperger Syndrome to obtain employment and keep a job. Please do not get me wrong, I just would like to be doing something where I help other people and currently I would like to try and help adults on the Autism Spectrum obtain employment.

People with Autism need time to demonstrate their skills and abilities and are often confused from personal experience in the hierarchical nature of having to work. People say for instance that I have an easy life but they do not really see the personal struggles I endure personally in my own life. They do not see that despite devoting a lot of hard work and energy into advocacy of Asperger Syndrome that I am even told by a counselor that I use AS as too much as an excuse to hold myself back. I often feel totally isolated from humanity and can only rely on my own intelligence to try and problem solve and make sense of the world around me. This in itself can be very difficult and you can only do your best.

We need in schools to make accommodations for persons on the spectrum and I am aware that I do not have magical letters at the end of my name but I can speak from personal experience and surely this means something? On Friday 5th November I will be speaking at the Autism Queensland Symposium about the transition from school into employment. I intend to in this presentation provide some awareness and information about how this process can be made easier and I would encourage those of you interested to attend.

I also have a link to a book I appear in called "Aquarmarine Blue - 5 Personal Stories of College Students with Autism. I hope this book may prove useful.

Taking steps to be positive

The wheels of progress and change turn very slowly. What can be done therefore to make a positive change? Firstly, Australia needs to pass and Autism Bill to ensure that support and services are made available and more so a greater injection of Autism Awareness into society. Yesterday I spoke to Jane who has a nephew Max with Asperger Syndrome. He is 11 years old and in Primary School and has an interest in racing cars. He talks non stop about racing cars, knows everything about them and his parents have taken him to racing car events, and furthermore he has seen how a racing car works and how they are repaired etc. Despite his strong interest and obsession in racing cars and being in a school which understands his needs and provides him support, Max has a precarious situation concerning what high school his parents are wanting to send him to. Their concern is what employment will Max obtain when he grows up and more importantly will there be a high school which will help Max to be supported and immune from bullying and other difficulties etc? Like Jane, I have been contacted by other parents concerned about the same situation, what is there for their child's future when their child becomes and adult and needs to find employment?

I believe that change is possible despite the very slow wheel of progress turning at the moment. All that is needed is for a member of parliament within the Australian Parliament no matter what persuasion to put up a Private Members Bill to introduce an Autism Bill. Sadly the Autism Community was let down by a member of parliament whom we thought may afford other this opportunity only to now feel abandoned and let down by the member concerned. There is still a glimmer of hope though in that I do try wherever possible to find an understanding member of parliament to allow for such an opportunity to occur. What is needed and required is for the Autism Bill to work on or closely with the Autism Bill which was passed in the United Kingdom in 2009. You can visit information on this bill by clicking on the title of this post "Taking steps to be positive". I am currently writing a book but I need help with having the book edited as my grammar needs some polishing. My book proposal has been put forwarded to a publisher and is undergoing consideration now for publication. I can only hope that it will be considered but only time will tell.

In my current situation, I am in employment but I feel that if nothing changes I will be doing the same job for the rest of my life and believe I could do a lot more, but need to be given a chance. I am looking at visiting the United Kingdom in May 2011 to visit Autism Works and undertake some unpaid work experience in order to not cause issues as terms as visa requirements impose. In my work experience, I hope to learn valuable skills which can be brought back to Australia and hopefully adopted in order to allow for adults on the Autism Spectrum to be trained and employed. Rather than existing on pensions and feeling let down and having low self esteem, having employment would greatly enrich and adult with Asperger Syndrome within their life.

I feel at the moment like a lonely poppy in a field, I feel that despite all my efforts to try and make change, that I am virtually hitting my head against a brick wall. I cannot understand why people avoid me and more importantly the only solution available to deal with my current circumstances is to either try harder or be medicated in order to be controlled by NT's. I cannot understand why this is the case and more importantly why people distance themselves from Autism as the not knowing and not wanting to help or understand just makes things especially harder. I am told I am negative but I feel I am telling things as they are and people need to try and understand more so than glance over or ignore. I hope that soon an Autism Bill will be considered but for now I just have to persevere and work as best I can in a shadow. I really hope things change soon.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

The Autism Vaccine Debate and finding a cure

A fellow Aspie informed me this afternoon of a negative campaign happening in the United States concerning Autism and vaccine. I was informed personally by this friend that vaccines are seen as a problem and furthermore there is an attack on pharmaceutical companies and the medical profession for apparently vaccinating children at an early age. Look surely we need to stop trying to see Autism as a negative and more so a positive. Why as a society do we need to cure people who are on the Autism Spectrum? What also gives society the right to say that all people should be regular and other needs and attributes cured?

I think as a society we have to stop closing the shutters on Autism and seeing it as some kind of burden because we can actually learn from people who have Asperger Syndrome and I see Aspies as playing an essential role in ensuring society is kept in check. More importantly there are break throughs happening in terms of employing person on the Autism Spectrum and there are many benefits upon doing so.

I may not be an expert nor have I the ability to write a book and get it published but I am a person with Asperger Syndrome. I was never vaccinated at an early age and blaming Autism fairly and squarely on vaccine is just an over rated American propaganda exercise. Certain high profile people have to think with their heads more so than their egos as to what they are really saying and assuming they pretend to know. We as a society need to see the merits and benefits of persons on the Autism Spectrum and give them a chance and a go in life. I know a lot of adults who I believe have just given up knowing that they will never be understood and supported. Surely this can change?!! People with Autism do not have to hear all blame falling on vaccine as it is skirting away and avoiding the real issue of doing something positive and constructive about Autism. We need to give people on the Autism Spectrum a chance and stop writing them off and stereotyping them. People on the Autism Spectrum think and behave differently and why should they confront attack or criticism etc. Surely a more positive focus needs to be on Autism and lets do something about it! As a society stop closing the shutters and pretending Autism is too difficult a problem and start acting responsibly. Start to learn, listen, understand more so than exclude, avoid and reject. Together we can make a difference but continuing to be ignorant is not going to change anything, it is just suppressing and avoiding a problem that can be nurtured and encouraged by a positive means and direction.

Autism Works Update

I have been in correspondence with both Peter McDonald and Chris Mitchell. I am posting again about Autism Works because good news is being received regarding this employer. I will be visiting Autism Works in the UK next May to shadow and find out the work which is going on within this organisation. In the meantime, please stay tuned to the Autism Works website http://www.autismworks.co.uk/ for updates. Please note that I will be adding Autism Works to my blog links also

The history of movies

In both this century and the Twentieth Century, movies have played a major role in our lives. The first movies were silent and were filmed in small movies houses and cities and towns. Comprising of only a pianist and the dialog appearing in print, people found themselves drawn to stories as they were played out on a screen with often a pianist in the audience to provide flow and ambiance while the picture ran.

The earliest movie that we perhaps recall is Gone With The Wind which was filmed in 1939. Starring Clarke Gable as Rhett Butler and Vivian Leigh as Scarlet O'Hara, Margaret Michell's epic novel came to life with both sound and colour before our eyes. The role of Scarlet O'Hara was highly sort after with actresses Lucille Ball, and other notable celebrities all putting their hand up to play the part.

As we move forward with movie production a lot of the great actors of yesterday are sadly leaving us with the passing recently of Tony Curtis and Jean Simmons. Tony Curtis appeared in "Houdini" a long side Janet Leigh in 1953. This was a good movie which depicted the life of Houdini, his magician and escaping tricks. A lot of the older movies have perhaps become out of date but many of the films can still be watched by visiting a library, video store or video shop. It is personal choice as to what movies you like. Gregory Peck was an excellent actor and he starred in many movies and was perhaps best known for playing the lawyer Atticus Finch in "To Kill a Mockingbird". Other movies of note include "Mcarthur" and "A Big Country".

When you look at the history of movies, the movie industry has certainly evolved from the earliest silent movies to the "talkies" which first had complementary sound with them. Some actors in the silent period were unable to work in the 'talkies' as their voices unfortunately did not carry very well with sound. If you ever watch the movie "Singing in the Rain" you can be given a glimpse of the change over to sound in 1927.

The first "talky" movie was the Jazz Singer and by clicking on this post you will be provided with a movie segment of this movie. The Jazz Singer as I understand traced the life of Al Jolson to his singing career.

I recently watched Michael Caine in "Harry Brown". Harry Brown is a senior citizen who lives in one of London's downtrodden suburbs and he is confronted by youth and gang violence. Harry's friend, Leonard Attwell is killed by a youth gang and Harry frustrated and socially isolated starts to take vigilante behaviour on the gangs. Despite his age and past military experience, the movie is somewhat violent and distressing but well worth watching to see the sad cases of attacks on senior citizens within society. Michael Caine does a good job in the film and he carries his role very well. There are many movies out there and perhaps seeing some older movies compared to the new one can provide you with an overview of the entertainment industry and you may find a movie well worth watching for yourself.